Can I Be Honest?

can i be honest?

i’d rather live inside a world that didn’t have you in it 

can i be honest again?

i don’t want to die

can i be honest? 

i didn’t say again that time because i was running out of ink

can i be honest?

that was a lie

can i ask you something?

if i asked if i could be honest again…what would you say?

you know…because of the thing

can i be honest now?

i hate you

can i be honest again?

i hate looking at you more than i hate hating you

can i ask you something?

are you okay??

i wasn’t trying to hurt your feelings

if i did 

I’m sorry

can i tell you something?

they’re just words 

can i be honest?

i really don’t want to die