I feel really good. 

But something deep down won’t stop talking to me.

Like a broken toy that just won’t shut up. 

You know more about myself than I do.

You know there is something I am shielding myself from.

Something I run from. 

Like a sunscreen I never forget to put on, protecting myself from exposure to something I deemed dangerous. 

Like a force that never moves. 

Never goes away. 

Never turns off. 

How long will I ignore you? 

Pretend you don’t exist? 

Knowing you are everything. 

Knowing you await my challenge. 

Like a warrior. 



Knowing you’ve defeated all else.

And that only one challenger remains.